PTM today was quite alright. cant imagine how my mum was doing all the talking... LOL. and the health topic. it jus seemed like a discussion over my health than studies. my grades were definitely not up to standard, not to even mention my total pts to enter uni. mine was like only slightly more than half of the requirements. oh my my. guess a lot lot more efforts needa be put in and im gonna make sure i hit the 70 for A level! U gotta do it! dun let them down, alright?! anw, ms lee said i lost weight, haha...

N mummy is weird today. went all the way to taka cold storage to shop for groceries. eh! then gotta drag the heavy bags all the way bag home, wad gd form of exercise. went crystal jade for n not-wonderful dinner. the food jus cannot make it. paying tt kind of money for tasteless food. tink hawker centre dumpling mee is so much nicer. the only good thing was the dumplings cos they were filled entirely with prawns, but tt's so cos we paid such money. and the chicken mushroom congee, the chicken was simply yucks! feels (then taste) horrid, i felt like puking as it jus reminded me how pitiful the chicken were... they came in huge pieces tt dun look like chicken.. hm?!

S'poreans. haiz. at times, i jus dun wanna be associated with it. ashamed? disgrace? cos of them, i almost lost my life (tt serious?). these not so courtesy souls jus refused to move into the train, and crowded ard the entrance. so when i was entering the train, jus at the moment when the door was closing, i got slammed btwn the doors. WTH!!(this gonna be serious since i used the 3 letters for the very 1st time) my mum managed to pull me in, but still my bag was stuck in btwn. from tt, my mum got a scratch, her skin jus peeled, and for me, bruises of cos... then the doors opened to release my bag, stupidly, there was enuf time for another girl to squeeze in. wad is this. when my mum ask if i was ok n dun the train has sensors, i screamed 'S'poreans la, they all refuse to move in!' then i was grumbling y didnt this happen like on tues, wed or thurs so tt i can get mc! get it today, c doc oso useless, tml's wkend! one word for me: Unlucky!

Hm, read ling's blog. it jus reminded me of sth. I was once cooped in tt stage she is in now. It's hard to get over, but ling, im sure u can n u will! Gambate!!

Vivian imagined this on 21:18

How bored can a person actually get? or some ppl r jus too rich to throw their money away dis way.. wad a laugh we had to noe tt J4 bet tt we went for k box ytd n had the gut to say we ignore him. hm... this again shows how pro tang li qi is with human nature through the study of astrology... J4 is a new nick, how many nicks does a person needs, oh my... haiz, another random entry of mine.
BTW, y is SA so slack... no lesson for so many days jus to have learning fest. and now, im struggling with time. feeling slpy most of the time. completed SGC ytd but needa change it again. can sorta feel tt im lagging behind, but still slacking?! wads wrong? PTM, hope everything will be fine.

SHOCKING NEWS!!
It had been years since i read a book (completely the entire book). I finished reading a book today!! WOW!! wondering wad special power 'the five ppl u meet in heaven' has. the storyline is quite interesting, displaying the unexpectable in life. we may have killed/wronged/mistaken someone unknowingly. some ppl may seem to be strangers to u but they may be the one tt brought impact to ur life, the may be the one responsible for who u r today. there r jus so much unknown truth tt we missed. So I shall learn to live my life in such a way tt I will have no regrets. will tt be possible?!

Vivian imagined this on 17:26

my 'dun feel like attending sch' syndrome is back again!! my long lost fren of abt a yr half.

anw, went to town with jo ytd, sry to make her wait for an hr. was supposed to meet at 1.30pm and at tt time was still at home. then stupid pants so loose, kept dropping, luckily tot of using safety pin. haha.. shopped ard taka and later went for my shiseido complimentary make-up session. eh, hate it lots. look so diff, esp the eyes, strong base, strong mascara, then light blushes n eyeshadows, so ... worse still, gotta waste time removing it when i got home at 12.30am. till now, my eyelashes are still curl up. haha.woke up with aches over my whole body, esp my legs.

went for jason n ho bday party ytd, was fun seeing the expression on the guys face when they tried the 99% cocoa chocolate which jo n i bought at taka. then later in the night, they played indian poker n had all sorts of forfeit. mike wetted his pants, since he stuffed the ice cubes in his pockets. jo's forfeit was simply extreme... having to call YJ and tell him the 3 words. Oh my my... goosebumps...

Vivian imagined this on 15:30

for the benefit of jo-hsuan, my loyal viewer, i shall start a regular updating of my blog. eh, but to blog everyday, wont i run out of things to say. so mayb i shld tell other stories to keep the viewership huh?! sth like 'jo-hsuan and the 3 ants', one day papa ant, mama ant, baby ant went for a walk ... ... i guess jo's OS now is 'ni hen fan lei!' haha. as a gemini, there's nvr a lack of gossip, is it?! anw, a gossip a day keeps the viewers alway!! haha. random girl. hrs ago vivian was jus in a rather bad mood, after shower, she's alright liao. WEIRDO! aiya, i dunno wad to say liao.
since jo has season 1 and 2. i shall have my season 1 - '婷婷的奇迹' or '天使与恶魔'. wadever the case, it shall be an interesting one filled with random-ness i assure.

风大雨大太阳大
谁卡大声谁就赢
不管这条路有多歹行拢不惊
天大地大我雄大
歹人看到阮嘛皮皮锉
咱是认份快乐少爷笑哈哈
再出发再出发吧
你是愿ㄟ第一名
天公就疼这款命
嘎甘苦当作跳恰恰

Vivian imagined this on 18:48

feel rather emotional today. was really touch by CS's generosity and helpfulness!! thanks so much. she let me realize that there's still friend around tt is willing to help and support. she may seem to be stuck in the paper chase (tragic??), but i seriously admire her focus, being able to set her priorities right. She's the only person I now see that is not affected by anything else other than academics. She's also the only one tt will not discuss abt BGR. tt may be a good thing if we try to look at it differently. at least she doesn't has to struggle s A level approaches. one more thing, everyone has their own set of weaknesses and I shld try to oversee them and cherish the strengths in them (in actual fact, referring to cs). Isnt tt wad friends r for?! I have my weaknesses too (i realised).
to grace: im really sorry for the wishing u a 'belated' happy bday! 4give me k?! havent been in the right frame of mind since hm i dunno when exactly...

jus some random-ness (but seems to relate/apply well) from refusing to study for the whole day...

在我生命留下一首歌
不论结局会如何
好想问你 对我到底有没有动心
沉默太久 只会让我不小心犯错

最近比较烦
最近情绪很Down
每天看新闻都很想大声尖叫
但脏话没有
大家只会轻松
我改变自己 发现大有不同
新一代的朋友 我们好好的加油
大家一起大声的说NO NO NO NO NO
我可以改变世界 改变自己
改变隔膜，改变小气
要一直 努力 努力 永不放弃
才可以改变世界
COME ON 改变自己

告诉我爱在哪里
找过高找过低
爱在哪里
一直寻寻觅觅
爱在哪里
如果看到她 说我还在这里
告诉我爱在哪里
找过东 找过西
爱在哪里
仍然无声无息
爱在哪里

嘿~~太阳会出现
只要给一次机会
心情一飞冲天
带你的烦恼away

星期六晚上
哪都不想去
也无法入睡
看着电视机
持续在发呆

k, going to zzz again le... tt's wad life is for.

Vivian imagined this on 18:44

Jus the H2 alone is enough to kill (wad more the H1s).

1. Physics

• Kinematics
• Dynamics
• Forces
• Work, Energy, Power
• Motion in a Circle
• Gravitational Field
• Oscillations
• Thermal Physics
• Wave Motion
• Superposition
• Electric Fields
• Current of Electricity
• DC Circuits
• Electromagnetism
• Electromagnetic Induction
• Alternating Currents
• Quantum Physics
• Lasers and Semiconductors
• Nuclear Physics

2. Chemistry

• Atoms, Molecules and Stoichiometry
• Atomic Structure
• Chemical Bonding
• The Gaseous State
• Chemical Energetics
• Electrochemistry
• Equilibria
• Reaction Kinetics
• Chemical Periodicity
• Group II
• Group VII
• Introduction to Transition Elements
• Organic Chemistry: Introductory Topics
• Hydrocarbons
• Halogen Derivatives
• Hydroxy Compounds
• Carbonyl Compounds
• Carboxylic Acids & Derivatives
• Nitrogen Compounds

3. Maths

• Functions
• Graph
• Partial Fractions
• Inequalities
• Logarithmic and Exponential Functions
• Geometric Progression
• Arithmetric Progression
• Summation
• Binomial Expanisons
• Trigonometrical Functions
• Differentiation
• Maclaurin's Series
• IntegrationApplication of Integration-Area and Volume
• Vectors
• Mathematical Induction
• Complex Numbers
• Differential Equations
• Permutations and Combinations
• Probability
• Binomial Distribution
• Poisson Distribution
• Normal Distribution
• Sampling and Hypothesis Testing
• Correlation and Regression

feel the stress? not yet [not even the slightest. =( ]

Vivian imagined this on 20:58

In Life, we pay to SUFFER! (tues)
we do so for exams -- spending 400 over bucks to sit for A level
we do so for food -- worrying of growing fat
we do so for shopping -- having to carry the heavy n bulky bags of items bought
we do so for many many more...
went swensen with jojo today to eateat. feel fat n oily now. but calamari ring n mushroom v nice! i want more!! hungry for them!!

Wad a waste to fall asleep in the cinema! (mon)
met up with the ij gang (grace, cs, kailing, geok hian, chua) for harry potter 5 movie. think the movie was rather boring. fell aslp thrice but each last for a short 60secs. haha. met up with cs first at taka lib cos she ended early too n i met the t17 guys there. LOL. jus told jo tt i nvr meet them anywhr b4 n it was always jo tt meet them. so zhun.

It's always good to have someone to confide in! (fri)
glad that chose i go out with hy on fri instead of the gathering (oops). but it was seriously worthwhile. had a hearty chat with her. catch up on lotsa stuffs we missed out. =) frens are indeed special ppl to cherish. hope tt she is feeling better now after releasing the unhappiness n move on. (happy tt she's ok le after the msn convo ytd)
attended the EXCEL fair over at SCGS on fri. It was rather 'grand' (massive, occupied almost the entire scgs) i must say. I discovered that it isnt easy to be a promoter or even the bear minimal--to converse. felt so guilty n ashamed probably after seeing how well primary sch kids can present themselves. wad were we exactly afraid of?? anw, managed to intro our projects to 3 ppl, happy enuf, im easily contented in matters like this. haha. browse the other booths, tjc's one was interesting (managed by 2 t'chers on gambling, and started a discussion on probability/chances of winning). the one from yew tee pri was super cool, their theme were fairytales, and the story written by the little children did bring us much laughters. innocent little kids! played with soapy bubbles and the coke+mentos thingy. pretty fun. =)

Vivian imagined this on 17:48

haiz...
1. woke up by a headache this morning
2. stomachache for the entire day
3. my contact lens dropped off during pe while playing frisbee
4. almost hit by the frisbee
5. took abt 20 mins to put back my contacts n cher wasnt v pleased, tot we did tt on purpose to slack, i tink.
6. contacts refuse to be put on, making my eyes itch. (guess it was dirty)
7. the sole of my shoes came off (i need a new pair)
8. encounter problems with internet explorer n spent the whole afternoon working on it. (the time was meant for nyaa report!)
9. got hold of the ms office installation disc but discovered that there was no product key so cant install.
Aiyo, wad an eventful(unfortunate) day!!

Anw, to my friends out there, after reading the book on astrology, i got to noe myself a lot more. i have decided to let go as at times it's really unneccessary to hold on tightly to sth. wad will happen the next min, even the next sec, no one will noe? so why dun i live life happily and stop worrying... so im convincing myself to live each n every day happily. If any of u happen to see me depressed, emo-ing, frustrating (esp over studies), please kindly remind me k!! thanks! =)

Vivian imagined this on 19:54

wads wrong with u, com?? u refused to start-up despite my multiple (>10) attempts of switching the plug off. eventually, i decided the take the step tt i so not want to do though knowing tt it shld be done like mths ago - to carry out the 'transplant' (system recovery). I admit tt i was selfish n stubborn, cos i was jus afraid of losing all my precious files. i did backup the songs n pics, but wad abt the shows?
Fortunately, the files remained after the recovery which i was glad off. but the previous applications like live msger, my file extractor, windows updates, internet explorer, etc r gone. so now i have to stick to the com n wait for the updates to be d/led though feeling sleepy at such an hr. N y must u frustrate me, is it a lesson for me to stop burdening u with lotsa files (d/l shows)? of all, u chose to let ms office stop functioning... Eh... it's jus so awful!! i need ms word for my nyaa report!! n now? i dun wanna use the other com to write the report, u noe im familar with u, u give me the inspiration to write!! u naughty technology baby!! let dis be the last...
anw, luckily i found someone with the ms office software or my entire sunday wld b spoilt.. dun wanna use my uncle's fren one s it's applications are all in chinese, no no... convenience is still the issue... =((

Vivian imagined this on 01:23

I do have much to say with regards to recent weeks but im jus too late and tired to type them out. so 4get it!
anw, got my 1st U for H2, good job Vivian! cant imagine u can still laugh over it...
and chem was disastrous too, did pass, fortunately... but the grade is pretty bad. A rather huge jump of grades. Aiyo...

丢掉手表 丢外套 丢掉背包 再丢唠叨
丢掉电视 丢电脑 丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼
冲啥大 冲啥小 冲啥都有人唱反调
恨的多 爱的少
只想越跳越疯越跳越高 把地球甩掉

一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要 再也不要 委屈自己一秒

一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球地球甩掉 只要越跳越高

jus throw them away and live a carefree life...

Vivian imagined this on 20:43