Friday, September 29, 2006

언제였던건지 기억나진 않아
是不是昨天 我記不起
자꾸 내 머리가 너로 어지럽던 시작
思緒開始因你而混亂
한두 번씩 떠오르던 생각 자꾸 늘어가서
偶爾的想念不斷遞增
조금 당황스러운 이 마음
開始慌張的這顆心
별일이 아닐 수 있다고 사소한 마음이라고
也許沒什麼 只是我多慮
내가 내게 자꾸 말을 하는 게 어색한건
我不斷提醒自己的模樣多麼勉強
사랑인가요 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요
是愛嗎?如果你我一樣就開始了嗎?

Vivian imagined this on 23:45

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

YES!!! I'm back...
Promos finalli ended (xcept for econs paper)...
hm, results for promos seem hopeless...
-36+ for chem, -25+ for maths, -30++ for phys, n for GP, i jus crap out the entire essay. hope tt it makes sense to the marker... Haiz... One thing for sure, my As are gone!!!
I'm praying that i have not slacken too much n will b able to promote! Though the As r gone, will i be able to see Bs??
Yup, n for NE today, LOL, majority of the qns were tikam-ing...
Anwz, it's over... i cant change anything. so for the better or the worse, i will jus have to face the music...
(= 笑一笑没什麼大不了 =)
For now, i'm gg to enjoy myself... chionging all the dramas... haha...
Started with Goong today... the 1st 3 eps were super boring (tt's wad i felt la!)... heard from many tt it is a nice show... mayb it's the later part ba... hope tt it wont turn out to be a disappointment...
The chorus from 只对你有感觉:
微笑再美再甜不是你的都不特别
眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天
靠的再近再贴少了拥抱就算太远
全世界只对你有感觉
玩的再疯再野你瞪一眼我就收敛
马路再宽再远只要你牵就很安全
我会又乖又黏温柔体贴绝不敷衍
我只对你有感觉
Haha, found the lyric rather sweet....

Vivian imagined this on 23:40

Saturday, September 16, 2006

trimmed my hair, yup, im happie abt it! im back to the 'guai' and mugger hairstyle, which i prefer... it shld be a gd start for me to switch back to my normal self... it's realli time to revert back to the time of seriousness... i guess there's enuf fun n it shld stop for now, no more wildness and sotongness... wad have change for this few mths shld return!(all the bad things, like the previous hairstyle, shall leave me...) didnt really xpect a change in hairstyle for the more trendy n so called one suitable for my age, would cause such great impact. or does the problem jus lies with my attitude?? my hair shant be blame instead?? anwz, it's not a gd thing to start hating myself!
watched mtv wan ren concert again (the third time!), ha... hm, promos will officially start on mon with GP as the 1st paper... n till today, i have not touch on GP yet! haha... the promos, to me, jus seems so far yet so near!! the only thing tt i feel relief abt is tt i hav started preparing for the 3 H2... but still not to my expectation...
but wadever is the case, from dis moment on, the 'real' Vivian is making a come back and i gonna chiong for promos to get the results i want!!! (although it seems hopeless, nth is impossible if u believe in it!)

Tell urself U CAN DO IT n u WILL!!

bye blog for now, cya again on the 27th!

Transmission in progress!
Transfer success!
Brain activated!

Yup, so tgt with my darling brainy n will, we will fight the monster tgt!! (aiyo, so violent, haha..) but still 'zhi xu cheng gong, bu xu shi bai'!!

Vivian imagined this on 18:29

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

sch started today with a half an hr stoning outside the clsrm cos the door was lock... received the modified timetable n was happy tt sch will end at 1pm each day for dis 4 days... nth much happen today jus tt it was surprising for the cls to be exceptionally quiet today... break time jo n i was toking abt mtv concert throughout... haha.
hm, for wadever reason, msn live msger doesnt seems to be working n worst of all, wei xiao pasta ep 9 was not uploaded... SIAN... been waiting for a wk le...
yup, did chem tys mcq today for atomic structure n chem bonding... haiz, got lotsa mistakes for chem bonding... guess it's acting s a guage for myself tt much more effort hav to b put in!

刻不容緩 KTV d/l was completed so for the 1st time, im looking at its lyric... i finally realise wad the song was trying to xpress n found it very true. been replaying it for 10 over times. LOL! another nice song afterall...



刻不容缓
H:从来并无自信人云亦云庸庸碌碌半生连自己的恋爱运也欠一点决心
J:为何望来望去仍无下文明明彼此有同感难道等一天变做熟人发现原来相衬
H:可否冷静看一阵
J:都有几个人靠近
H+J:现在还未算缠绵情节会逐渐降温
H:迟来一秒钟迟疑一秒钟从迎接你变做目送
J:迟来一秒钟沿途经过和结局其实太不同
H:迟迟未预备第一句爱你已经足够蕴酿暗涌
J:盼望犹豫未决的情人回信尤如行刑悬在半空
H+J:拖一拖等一等怕得到得来已是无用拖一拖等一等这刻的感动变做裂缝
H:良辰就如白废明明动情怎会不敢作声
J:提示很不足但你的态度永远不得要领
H:相恋要是有天定
J:都会等你来确认
H+J:现在还未算缠绵情节会逐渐结冰
H:迟来一秒钟迟疑一秒钟从迎接你变做目送
J:迟来一秒钟沿途经过和结局其实太不同
H:迟迟未预备第一句爱你已经足够蕴酿暗涌
J:盼望犹豫未决的情人回信尤如行刑悬在半空
H+J:拖一拖等一等怕得到得来已是无用拖一拖等一等这刻的感动变做裂缝
H:相恋要是有天定
J:都会等你来确认 现在还未算
H:还未认
H+J:缠绵情节会逐渐结冰
H:迟来一秒钟迟疑一秒钟良缘永远这样断送
J:迟来一秒钟仍然等你来告白何事你都未动容
H:明明在附近又不告诉你太多恋爱这样告终
J:怕在离场后接到迟来情信其时在和狂人抱拥
H+J:拖一拖等一等怕这点激情最后模糊拖一拖等一等终于知表白刻不容缓

Vivian imagined this on 00:40

Sunday, September 10, 2006

hm, lolz... i only started studying at 9.30pm last night! though i intend to start at 2pm. was hooked to the tv s usual. mtv wan ren concert was v v v nice and high!! most r my fav songs... buy i didnt get to watch the whole concert cos my dear bro wanted to watch emperor's new sch n suite life... then got to watch for another 45mins b4 my dad took over to watch soccer... after which jus idle ard the house till 9.30pm to start reading the entire phys notes... felt so accomplished once i finished them. was so thick!!
n i watched the concert again today (the parts tt i missed)... the whole concert was 5hrs long! but there was even a tinge of sian-ness... haha. meanwhile, did chem n maths paper.
planned to read through my maths notes so tt i can answer to myself (at least i read through all the notes over the holi)... but lazy me did not do so... haiz.
reflection on term 3.
it wasnt a gd 3 mths afterall... as compared to the other 2 terms, it wasnt pretty smooth. it started with the mid-yrs and my long 3 wks sickness tt dragged from the june holi... n i sort of transformed back to the formal sec 3 me... not s anxious abt my work though i did study. i meant not didnt study s much s i xpected from myself... my social life suffered too for dunno wadever reason... i do like to noe y too! term 3 was like an outing term... always out after sch and spent lotsa $$$... think it was the most ever...
anz, tml is the start of term 4. i hope i will be able to start it well and achieve sth tt im proud of at the end of the day...
Gambate!! =D

Vivian imagined this on 23:27

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Photos Fun

Trying to be different...
Cap(belongs to my young cousin) on to shelter from rain

merging 3 pics with Nokia 6280

My cousin decorated the pic with her mum's N70...

Vivian imagined this on 02:00

haha... i shall use the word enriching instead of fulfilling cos i did no revision today!!! dotz...
went for animal(fish) liberation with my cousins today! was experiencing. when we were about to release those fishes, it started to rain. all thanks to dis kind lady who offered to share her umbrella with my cousin n i tt i only had to b drenched for a few mins...
The fish tt my cousin had was v hyper and lively, jumping endlessly, splashing water onto us. Whereas, the 2 fish tt i had look rather dead. Initially i tot i had dead fish till i notice the top one flapping its fins. LOL! hm, mayb i shld phrase it dis way, the fish i had were gentle. Actually i shld appreciate the kindness of the fish. They may know that i was quite scare at tt time, so they remained guai n calm so as not to set me screaming... If tt's the case, Thanks fish!! The fishes were entitled to their freedom today, returning to the deep, wide blue sea...
(Under the sea, Under the sea...)



realli do hope tt they r living happily now. s for the kind fish, i wish their gentleness have not cause them to be bullied by the others!

yup yup, went arcade too and lost to my bro and val in the car race. sian... i really deproved over the years. . . cant believe it!! haha =P

later went on to expo (been to john little mega sale for the v 1st time) then changi airport to meet mum and finalli aljunied for dinner.

hm, went lao er blog jus now and laughed over one of her recent entry! hahaha... sounds mean... but wads funnie was the way she tok abt me! gotta say tt from the very start, i hav always told my friends tt i have split personalities. so u shldnt feel that shocked... haha... hm, n i agree, i have became quite gossipy recently (but tt's under influence n i shall nt mention who r my buddies for such recreation) mayb dis will one day train me into a professional showbiz reporter. LOL!!!

In another 12 hrs, it shld be the start of the mugging marathon (i do hope!)

Vivian! PERSISTENCE!!

Vivian imagined this on 00:47

Friday, September 08, 2006

today can be considered a fulfilling day cos i actualli chiong 3 maths exams papers, namely nj, hci, and mj... hci was tough la, resulting in me feeling frustrated for the entire 3 hrs... despite the fact tt i finally start to prepare for promos, my mood suffered... (according to N3L: for every action, they will be an equal and opposite force hehe...) so i was able to sit down and do the holiday assignments but meanwhile was superb tempermental today!!! hence hereby, sry mum and granny!!! those frustrated and intolerable attitude werent on purpose... i dun even noe y i acted tt way! mayb it's cos i finally woke up and realise tt promos are near yet nth was done... another thing tt i had to pay is the aching back of mine... and for no reason, there's a blue-black on my feet...
My dear VIVIAN :
jiayou! jiayou! jiayou!
cont to strive hard k!
today is a gd beginning to follow up with...
Get back the MOMENTUM tt u had for mid-yrs!!!
TIME IS RUNNING UP!!

Vivian imagined this on 00:52

Sunday, September 03, 2006

haiyo, sotong me. tot i 4got to save changes after changing the blogskin. act i 4got to click republish!! y so blur?? so unlike u lei!
btw, can u pls start preparing for promos?? u wont b tt lucky again, u noe!!

Vivian imagined this on 22:59

Saturday, September 02, 2006

No matter how tough it may be, I guess it's really time to get anxious and start studying!!

Vivian imagined this on 22:55

Friday, September 01, 2006

Gemini(May 21- June 20)
House: Third
Gemstone: Tourmaline
New age stone: Citrine, spectrolite
Color: Yellow, orange
Opposite sign: Sagittarius
Least Compatible with: Scorpio,Capricorn
Ruling Planet : Mercury
Element: Air
Anatomy ruled: Hands, arms, nervous system
Flower: Lily of the Valley
Most compatible with: Libra, Aquarius and Gemini
Your tarot card: VI The Lovers
Usually:Quick-witted, curious, entertaining and open-minded.
Can be:Fickle, easily distracted, nervous and mischievous.

Air signs are always on the go. Gemini's in particular are lively and very, very talkative. Ruled by Mercury, the winged messenger, Gemini's thrive on communication and will talk to anyone. Gemini's dread being bored. They are always interested, always wanting to learn, are restless and try to do everything at once. Because of this there is a tendency to stress and nervous disorders. The Peter Pan of the Zodiac, Gemini holds the secret of eternal youth. They are amusing, vivacious and great fun to be with. In love they are flirtatious and lively but can be changeable and superficial.

Ruling planet
Mercury was a prankster, liar and accomplished thief, and yet, in spite this he won the great affection of the Gods because of his playfulness, innocence and helpfulness. He was particularly helpful to Jupiter, his father and became his official messenger and trusted aide. Mercury is usually depicted in winged boots and helmet to swiftly carry messages for the Gods. When Jupiter's wife Juno, captured his lover Io to punish her for seducing her husband, it was Mercury who lulled her guard to sleep, slew him and freed Io.
Mercury was a skilled musician and embodies intelligence and creative thought. He is the God of communication and rules all areas of business and commerce.

Gemini Love and Relationships
Ruled by Mercury, planet of Communications, you are quick witted and intelligent and will seek out a partner who can excite your mind and hold your attention. Her ability to communicate her thoughts and ideas in an engaging and inspiring way will be of the utmost importance to you. A social butterfly yourself, you can be very flighty and restless. You need a woman who is outgoing and who will be happy to socialise and entertain herself at gatherings while you flit from person to person.

Gemini compatibility
Aries and Gemini

This combination may experience difficult times because of strong differences about sex. For the gemini, mind plays an important part in all love making, so the aries may be too much for its conventional nature. This is not a perfect match, but it can work with some understanding and efforts.
Taurus and Gemini

This partnership may be a gamble. The gemini personality may prove to be to restless for the taurus. The gemini loves a variety of thought and delights, while the taurus is mostly interested in material things. The taurus with its need to possess will not be able to hang on to the unsettled gemini. Furthermore, the gemini loves things to change while the taurus likes things the way they are, giving an other argument to the odd chances of this relationship working.
Gemini and Gemini

These two will make a compatible combination. They both understand each other and their changeable nature and their sex demands and needs are the same. However, in certain case, the demands of the gemini can prove to be too much for the nature of the gemini. This combination has potential for an excellent relationship where the partners are engaged in corresponding vocations. Whether the relationship works or not depends on at least one of them paying attention some of the times.
Cancer and Gemini

This combination may be hard to match. While the gemini is constantly on the alert for change, the cancer, on the other hand, is satisfied to become a truly domesticated partner. However, the cancer moodiness may become too much for the gemini to cope with. There would be a better compatibility in relationships where the women is a gemini and the man a cancer.
Leo and Gemini

The two are normally not suited for each other, but still can make a good combination. The leo loves with his heart first, while the gemini loves with his mind. Both of them are naturally attracted to glamor, flattery and good fellowship. But for the relationship to work, the leo will have to understand that the gemini will not always be around to give the leo the attention they thrive on, and the gemini will need to understand that the leo needs to run the world.
Virgo and Gemini

This is not a good combination because it may prove to be to much over the long run. The gemini desire for change would be to much for the realistic nature of the virgo. They both have the desire for good clothes, cleanliness and mutual desire for friends and associates who are engaged in intellectual matters. But for a relationship to work, the virgo will have to put up with the seemingly hair brained schemes of the gemini, and the gemini will need to deal with the virgo critical eye.
Libra and Gemini

This two will make a good combination in the long run. Both signs have much in common and enough contrast to make an ideal partnership. They both favor similar changes of interests. In the relationship, the libra is the judge and the gemini is the responsive jury. The nature of the partners will bring out the better part of each other. The gemini will find it easy to communicate with the libra who is to happy to share information and ideas.
Scorpio and Gemini

These two will make a good match. With the scorpio, the gemini has found a mate that can surpass its urge for action. They both are a match from a mental standpoint, but sexually and physically, the gemini is too modest to meet the demands of the scorpio. The gemini desire for freedom of action will usually clash with the jealous and possessive nature of the scorpio. These two will have some difficulty rectifying their natures but love conquers all.
Sagittarius and Gemini

These two are usually a compatible combination. They both are frank, outspoken, and have a certain amount of personal freedom cherished. They usually meet on a common ground, and can plan their lives with equanimity. From times to times, there will be occasions when the love nest will become ruffled, but these lovebirds will fight more for the sake of diversion then for blood.
Capricorn and Gemini

The two reprensent a odd combination. Patience is a virtue with the capricorn, but not with the gemini. Unless there is a willingness to slow down and heed the good advice of the capricorn partner, much dissension and unhappiness will occur. The capricorn great drive to excel will usually prove to be too much for the Gemini. The natural need for the gemini to communicate can get a bit bogged down under the influence of the capricorn. So, for the relationship to work, they will need to agree to a truce based on getting on with things.
Aquarius and Gemini

These two will make a good match. The caring and humanitarian thoughts of the aquarius will find a willing home with the nature of the gemini. There will be plenty of none stop variety to afford the stimulation that the gemini needs for its dual personality. The gemini is always looking for surprises and the aquarian can readily supply some. But for the relationship to work, the gemini will need to learn to not be offended when the aquarius wants to be alone.
Pisces and Gemini

These two may not make a good match. In this relationship, the freedom of the gemini is at stake. The gemini must be prepared to give up all outside interests and devote all of its time and thoughts to the pisces. The sensitive and distrustful pisces nature will prove too much for the liberty loving gemini to cope with. For the relationship to work, the gemini must be prepared to change its ways almost completely if he wants to seek happiness with the pisces.

Vivian imagined this on 01:23

I jus randomly found this website and realise tt its pretty true.
Snake (1917, 1929, 1941, 1953, 1965, 1977, 1989, 2001)
Keywords: Thoughtful, Wise, Shrewd, Intuitive, Guarded, Independent, Sometimes Lazy.

People of this sign usually say little and possess great wisdom. They are often selfish and a bit stingy, but they have a lot of sympathy for others and will go to great length to try to help those less fortunate. By nature, they tend to over do things since they have doubts about the judgment of others. They are determined in whatever they do and hate to fail.

The Snake is the master seducer of the Chinese Zodiac. Always well-liked, Snakes are sociable yet introverted as well as intuitive and blessed with a keen aptitude for business. Although Snakes may not consider money that important, their luck and tendency to be a bit tight with their purse strings ensure they will have more money than they need. Snakes are far more mentally active than they are physically. They tend to analyze events before joining in. Overall Snakes have reserved dispositions and probing minds that make intellectual pursuits far more attractive to them than physical activity.

At their core, Snakes are a little insecure, and can be very jealous and possessive, which can estrange both their friends and family. Despite their imperfections, Snakes can be alluring, munificent and loving. Snakes tend to trust their own intuition over the advice of others.
While sometimes they are seen as lazy, Snakes will work very hard when the need arises. They are not quitters and expect the same commitment from their partners in any venture.

Snakes could often be a little less arrogant, and develop a stronger sense of self.

Ideal Jobs Include: Professor, Linguist, Teacher, Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Astrologer, Clairvoyant, Personnel officer, Public relations executive, Interior designer.

Lucky Numbers: 1, 2, 4, 6, 13, 24, 42 and 46.

Equivalent Western Sign: Taurus

Chinese Zodiac Compatibility - Snake The best companions for persons born in the year of the snake are the reliable "ox," fearless "rooster," and heroic "dragon." Such a person can also get along well with people born in the year of the mouse, rabbit, sheep and dog. However, they should avoid the challenging "tiger," and keep only ordinary relationships with the impulsive "horse," who is hard to deal with. The cunning "monkey" will challenge him. Yet people born in the year of the snake can coexist with each other peacefully. However, the sophisticated and tactful "snake" shares no common point with the simple and honest "pig."

Snake and RAT A good degree of attraction. Will cooperate successfully to achieve common goal. Satisfactory relationship possible.
Snake and OX Good match. Will understand each other and relate extremely well. Could form profitable and lasting ties.
Snake and TIGER Conflicts and ill feeling. Mutually suspicious of each other. Cannot relate to one another. Indifferent or unsympathetic at best.
Snake and RABBIT Civil and congenial ties. Will work together to accomplish mutual goals. No special attraction but no animosities.
Snake and DRAGON Sympathetic to each other. Will cooperate successfully. A compatible and fruitful union resulting in mutual benefits.
Snake and SNAKE Good understanding of each other's nature. Could form strong bonds if they have areas of common interest. No clashes.
Snake and HORSE Some conflicts and confrontations. Have difficulty in seeing eye to eye. Unlikely to have much in common. Cold or distant relations.
Snake and SHEEP Cordial and moderate relationship. Compatible to a reasonable extent. No underlying conflicts. Will combine efforts when feasible.
Snake and MONKEY Not very compatible. Cannot understand or communicate with each other. Clashes and conflicts if there is lack of trust or good will. Gains must be very large for them to cooperate.
Snake and ROOSTER Excellent match for marriage and business relations. Can trust and understand each other very well. Highly compatible and successful team.
Snake and DOG Mutual respect and some area of common interest. No large conflicts. Compatible to a good degree. Will cooperate amicably.
Snake and BOAR Cannot relate or understand each other. Deeply or lasting conflicts. Cannot bridge communication gaps or settle their differences amicably.

Vivian imagined this on 01:06