Sunday, April 22, 2007

Haiz. guess i hurt myself during yoga today due to over-stretching... pain pain.
Anw, I WANNA watch 溏心风暴!! tudou is so slow, n it's not on youtube... d/l takes years. sian...
Hm, finalli there's music on my blog le! Yay! did embed using filelodge but the song jus dun seem to play, resulting in a silent blog for months. Now, my blog's gonna come to live! aim is to FLOOD my playlist. haha...
Havent start studying. still cant decide if i shld shift the study table into my room. haiya. =(
Closet still in a mess. the shop is taking v v v long to get me my ideal hangers!!
Btw, went to the library on mon. our pw is really there for j1 reference!! haha... was overwhelmed to see my work! hehe... at least i've done sth proud.
Did a chem pract on fri to identify 5 different compounds (mainly carbonyl cpds n alcohols with different characteristics, hm obviously!!) was quite fun. and some of the observations are simply 'pretty'!
off to do the euler's geometry poster for cca. haiz... :(
dunno if there's time left for the nyaa report.

Vivian imagined this on 18:01

Sunday, April 15, 2007

haha, heaven is on my side. was so happy when i retrieve the email from ms tan which states 'the teachers have decided to end the peer tutoring program earlier than scheduled'!! which means dis wk will be the very last session. as for marymount, havent been there for a mth (oops!). Anw, it's going to be a fortnight thing for me, along with the fortnight session of cca cip. YAY, meaning i only need to spend a day after sch on cip each wk from nxt wk onwards!! Now, I will have the time to STUDY.
Im motivated to mug hard after PTM, i jus hope such enthuastism will not die off fast. Im gonna work hard to live up to the expectation of all those who believe in me. Im thankful for the encouragements! =) And thanks for discovering n telling me that i do carry these values in me! Ytd PTM was quite a pleasant one for me. Mayb i shld jus trust her, afterall i wont lose anything even if it doesnt work, at least i tried.
Will the glory of the last 2 subs cont extending to the next 5 subs?? I hope they do but i guess it will depend a lot on myself. most imptly, my self-discipline...
Anw, today will mark the end to those wishful thinkings or rather dumb thoughts i had for one full year. V dumb, y did i waste my time n emotions on such stuffs. almost caused my studies to suffer. Luckily i woke up. haha... i shld jus 4get the past n move on. I have a bright future ahead, dont I? anw, no pt holding on to the past, so wad if i get to know the truth? im 100% sure it wont make me happy either way, rather i will feel suan-ed n upset. So, im gg to constantly remind myself that the most impt thing now is the A level. Nothing is gg to get into my way.. =)

PS: to my dear friend grace, if u r reading this, pls help me by reminding me too. haha. thanks!
also, work hard for ur As too (though u need not work s hard s i do, haha), dun let erm affect
u anymore. =)

Vivian imagined this on 22:50

Saturday, April 14, 2007

CJ071 rox!! Like wad ling said, we'r the AAAA stars popstars! Woosh... haha. V elated n excited! We really made it through n did not put our efforts to waste. The perceived 'mugger' group indeed live up to its name! haha... A friday 13 that brought us luck! =)

Vivian imagined this on 00:50

Monday, April 09, 2007

Ever gotten a ZERO in ur life??
I hereby say: I DID!!
was used to double zeros, I can assure u that though a single zero is expected, it still dont feel good. but i seem to be quite open about it. i've really changed!

Vivian imagined this on 21:29

Saturday, April 07, 2007

谁比谁好 能差到多少
迟早都要 向上帝报到
既然坏的 通通改不掉
用力思考
保证 自找 烦恼

The above is so true.

Vivian imagined this on 23:04

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

I had enough! stop pushing all the responsibilities toward me. u ppl gotta get this clear, it's a GROUP work, not SOLO! u chose to do the simplest task of all n i didnt say a word. Now, u even have to get me to help u with ur tasks. Wad on Earth is dis?? And i really hate all dis disorganised n last min thing. it's really pissing me off... I have my things to do too. U ppl jus seems to leave everything to me to handle alone, who do u tink i m? i dont hav any supernatural power (how i wish i possess those, i will be more than happy to help if i was tt POWER-ful!). So can u all spare a tot for me too?? Im much more irritated than i tot i was. I have this instinct that everything will be in a mess tml, ultimate chaos! Then, gonna get it from the t'chers. haiz...

Vivian imagined this on 20:48