U for chem liao la... U'r so dead!! but im praying for a D though. at least it's more comforting tt way. a sure goodbye to my A n dun tink B will be any closer. So, c la, never study! still watch tv... but will studying for it makes any difference?? >25 marks of paper 2 not done cos dunno how to do n no time. but how abt those i did? haha, i crapped them up. ask for so much yet awarding only a few marks. eh... As for mcq, i had 10 qns undone, n with only 5 mins left, i opted to tikam them all.. haiz. beside the torture from the paper, somemore had to bear with the 'air pollution'. although the qns talk abt gas, dun have to release gas while attempting the paper right?! at such a time, yoga does help (in breathing).
maths wasnt any much better. those qns tt i attempted in tys, not even one near to the mid-yr qns. instead, i see the sequence n series qn from integration (area under graph) for the third time out of the 4 maths exams i sat for... yucks! hated such qns, n everytime i will tell myself tt it wont be set for the nxt exams, so for the 3rd time, i still didnt noe how to do it... haiz...
last paper tml and tts the killer paper - physics. hope no weird qns will be set but tt will be rare. dun care le, after tml im gg to enjoy myself! to earn back the wasted one mth of jun holiday, so not worth it to be tt tense up for the entire mth n restricting myself from entertainment (except tv). tml's my lunar bday, and gotta spend it with newton, faraday and lenz. sian.. most probably, i will also get an unforgettable present of a DOOMED piece of mid-year result slip! :(
my liking for 'cry on my shoulder', now i really need a shoulder to cry on...
Anw, im not square okay!! looks only!
wad does A stands for? my bro said it stands for Atrocious while F stands for Fantastic! wad a joke. Anyway, DDD for H2 stands for Dumb Dumb Dumb lor! i hope the results wont be anything worse than D. the blow wld be too great to bear. =(
Vivian imagined this on 14:21
One last week to the end of the June holidays! haiz. how i wish this week will never end...
Havent been studying productively. Wonder how 'bleah' my results would be. Dont really want to think about it! This last week will be spent for physics, i hope... This sacrifice made for mid-yrs dis holi better be paid off, otherwise it's a worth to bang the wall and cry over the wasted mth...
I actually spent the entire sunday sleeping. broke my record again, woke up at 2pm. haha. and went back to slp from 4pm-6plus... wad a pig i m! The only worry now is tt slping late might become a habit n wad will happen when sch reopen? slp during the examinations?? hm...
Sat was my birthday. Stoned at home, refused to go out... had the accompany of 金曲奖 for the whole night. afternn was filled with variety, drama and cartoons... Oh ya, thanks T17 for the surprise online birthday wishes... =) also, big thanks to my 2 triplets, IJ pals, zj, eleanor, val and the 2 of u tt wished me from abroad (萱萱 n MJ)!
Fri was spent with my 2 IJ buddies over at cine k box for the 3rd year. V ex!! met up with grace at tp library at 11 plus to study but i only did a few vectors qns. haiz.. while grace complained abt her lost pouch. luckily she found it in the end. =) at 2pm, k boxing time! our cute CS kept calling for refill of the tibits, we had abt 9-10 bowls of it. haha... then she said tt she eat until she's gonna puke... wad i dun understand is tt she spent $17 plus yet refusing to sing no matter how grace n i pushed the mics to her. haiyo! then she said she came cos i like to k-box... now i feel so bad, made her waste so much money... she shld have jus told me tt she wanted seoul garden or sth, cos i dun mind too! haha... Anw, thanks lots for celebrating it with me. =) thanks lina, grace n CS for the piglet too, it's v kawaii!!
Thurs was the bday celebration with my cousins n relatives... spent the day playing our fav - mahjong! haha... I WON!! yay!! thanks for the angpows n prezzie.. =D
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Thanks dad for the cake!
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Vivian imagined this on 00:51
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! lolz...
Happy 18th Birthday to myself! =)
Vivian imagined this on 00:02
since when did i learn to be
EMO?!
ANYONE?? Can SOMEONE just make me cry?
It's not good feeling suppressed.
for some reasons, i so feel like
CRYING... (it may just be a gd form of relieving myself!)
but being a person who doesnt shed tears easily, i ended up with a pair of tired eyes. =(
Sleeping is indeed a great way of escaping yet im forbid from that by suffering from insomnia. dots...
I know that escapism is not a right choice but so what if im motivated to 4get it and get ready to work full force n excel??
How am I going to fight the battle if i lack the 'energy' which comes from ample sleep??
Revision hasnt been smooth too...
Realised sth after the long chat with Grace ytd. realised how many times i told her tt i have given up yet im still stuck at it. VIVIAN, it's time to find ur FOCUS!! (I mean the RIGHT focus!)
It's never too late to change for the better so long s i step on the brake on time (before i crash n cry over my results)! Is this wad a gemini is made of? self-worry while self-console. guess a gemini dun even noe herself well, wad more her friends. so no one can save her except herself, i guess.
Vivian imagined this on 21:28
Tt's the end of
溏心风暴! tink i will miss it.
some 感想：
Alfred can be considered ‘得得地’! a sure grab, haha... but 一失足成千古恨，常在心 and Alfred didnt manage to get tgt. (their ending was rather typical, Alfred didnt get to see the email b4 his death, thus not knowing tt he was forgiven, haiz..) I really wonder, they can still love, care, miss each other after 800plus days of their break off, does it only happen in drama?
珍惜眼前人，it's easier said than done. when ur family member provokes u, naturally argument results, it will be an impulsive moment. who will calm down?
i really admired some of them tt were so cool, i tink if i were them, wld have gone crazy, slapped those bunch of money slaves! haha.. hm, i shld really learn from '得得地’, think he's the best role model in the 40eps long show. how did someone manage to do tt?!
the fight for inheritance seems to appeal more to today's world. since the world revolves round none other than 'MONEY'! it's really hard to determine when is one speaking the truth. the society is jus not simple! be careful! haha.
hm, still didnt cry no matter how touching it was. after hearing how hard jo cried till her eyes were sore, i decided to try it out to see if im really 有泪不轻弹... full focus on the show, still didnt cry. WHY? cld feel the sadness n 'ouch' in my heart, but the tap was jus dry. my eyes were getting wet at every sad scene, but no tears. now, eyes v pain... lols. was sadder over 鲍鲍's death than alfred's. a tot, mayb i had lost 'the feeling' of a touching love story.
hm, alfred had more scenes than gilbert in the later eps. so jo was right to choose alfred but gilbert also not bad, ok! (jus a bit dumb)
Vivian imagined this on 01:41
