Tuesday, February 21, 2006

haha, i suddenly lyk the song 只对你说. had x-country today. opted out of competitive and did leisure. hahahahaha... finished the 4.2km in 45mins. so slow... walked for ard 4km and ran 0.2km of it... lolx!!!

IT BE SO LONG BABY,
SO MANY YEARS,
SO MANY DAYS,
我心里的这句话,
还是想对你说 사랑해요

站在寂寞的舞台上
灯光下拖着自己的影子
音乐重复我们共同的忧伤
不是每一次的演唱
就可以淡忘明天没有你
In my heart we’ll never be apart

残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念 都对你说

사랑해요 means “I love you”
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑

사랑해요 只对你说
I will love you, and forevermore
我答应, baby you will see
每一个我都属于你

Vivian imagined this on 21:16

Sunday, February 19, 2006

jus came back home. feeling so sleepy now though slept to 12pm (again) today. lolx. but still cant go to bed cos hair still wet. sian!!! tml is once again mon and here will come my mon blues... sian sian sian. somemore got maths ca tml, lucky is open bk one. "hope" can do well lor. tmr timetable is full of lectures! haix!
went for pri sch gathering today. end up only girl cos all the others cant make it at the last mins. haha... wow, the ppl all v tall!!! haha... went for pizza then k pool. its my 1st time playing pool. finally had an experience. haiz, the same old prob exist, nvr learn how to hold the 'stick' properly, lyk wad happen to the baseball bat we had 4 pe in cj. haha. position wrong, direction wrong, force wrong, everything wrong! lolx... overall, it was quite fun la, can get addicted de. although i feel so stupid cos dunno how to play! there's once i actually so blur tt i aimed the wrong colour ball! lolx. was in my dreamland then!
finally finished my milo, BEDTIME!!! ~long day ahead tmr~

Vivian imagined this on 22:18

Saturday, February 18, 2006

jus did this quiz. introduced by grace! supposed to study today instead spent my time on com, tv and most of all SLEEP in the end!!! tink i slept for a total of ard 15 hrs today! haha! i broke my previous record! dis too show how tired i was for the past wk! guess i wont b able to slp today le!!! ya la, now i rmb, tt day in the lift a neighbour ask my mum if im sec 1 la cos i wear diff sch uni as last yr (last time blouse now cj shirt, but pina the same)! i was lyk "huh?"... JC 1 k, not sec 1!!! haiz. . .
http://kevan.org/johari?name=*Vivian* Anywaez, click and help me do the quiz!

Vivian imagined this on 22:04

Thursday, February 16, 2006

haha, i jus did the colour quiz. got it from grace web. the results are quite true, mostly like my personality. but i m so totally disagree with a part stating the way to achieve satisfaction... its so not true. probably shld change to achieving my goals, esp the ever so challenging one!!! but which quiz is oways 100% accurate... lolx, guess i jus took it seriously. shld relax!! i jus realize i got this habit of toking to myself!!! lolx

Vivian imagined this on 20:06

haha. actualli wanted to blog lyk mon but i jus simply drag and drag till today.

k, so i shall start from mon. hmm, ij gals came to crash cj and emily + jun chyi was caught. haix. while vanessa and kl was fine. lyk wad kl say, they r really pro at crashing, since so many ppl was caught on mon! sad. tink the maths lecturer tot i invited emily and JC to cj to crash! cos when they were caught, he asked them which class they were from and they replied 1T32 (my class), sadly im the only ij girl in tt class. so i tink he tot it was me. and went he took over at the 2nd part of the lecture, he made an announcement saying "u'r not allow to invite ur friends to the sch, and to crasher, we can call the police." wad de. i gotta say, I'M 100% innocent!!! i didnt even noe they were crashing until mon morning when i saw them outside cj bus stop. i somemore told grace the night b4 that its better not to crash, dun get into unnecessary trouble. haha, or mayb i was just too sensitive, he didnt mean me! anyway, hu cares? 'qing zhe zi qing!'
then sch ended at 1pm, so i went k box with grace, kl and vanessa... it was v v v fun. got me so high! sang and sang but we still didnt manage to sing all the songs we wanted to though we were in there for lyk 5.5 hrs. then kl keep shouting through the mike : SA SA! lolx! so we followed... CJ CJ and NY NY. haha, how childish. its valentine day the nxt day, so i got gracie dis present (containing heart-shaped cookies and a pouch) which i liked so much. so nice la. oso, got lina her v dae present (a pendant) cos she said she want to xchange present. but till now still havent meet her. lolx... oso, we finally bought lina b'dae present. and in the end, im still the one making the decision. CS and GRACE, u all r BIG BIG BULLIES!!! haha. everytime only pay money, then make me choose present! nvr giv comments, ur fav word "anything"... lolx la! im glad lina smsed us on wed saying tt she like the present. im happy knowing she like it cos i hate to giv ppl stuff they wont use or dont like! so i expect the same from u girls k! haha... jk jk!

k, now tues. finally decided on my jae application choices. so im returning to cj... oso, was in 10 chat rms tt night. it was v fun. lyk playing online games. rapid mouse clicking and typing! haha! it then got me feeling high through the rushing! lol... its v day so happie v dae!!! =D

wed, not much happen. so no need elaborate. oh, now i remember. was made to act as lesbian with MJ for GP skit today. topic was same sex relationship. wad de.... i felt so awkward.. yucks to the core. im nvr gg to do dis again... was force to fake kiss la... so embarassing. i jus laugh my way through... according to MJ, tink they wanted to sabo MJ la but i was the only girl left in the grp so was drag in too! haix. " hao yuan wang oh!"

haha, finally come to thurs. which is today! i m absent from sch today. went to the doctor. to b exact my family doctor which i consulted since young. i received a shocking news from him! i actually suffered from mild asthma when i was young and worse no one in my family knew abt it. my mum was totally surprised too. it was my granny who bought me to the doc when i was young, so i tink she didnt noe the medicine given tt time was 4 asthma. but luckily it was mild. and i tink shld hav recover ba. cos the doc say its common for kids to hav asthma. and guess wad, i got a 300 days mc for pe cos i hav breathing difficulties. . . shld i b happie or sad??? he looked at my nose and said tt there is limited space for me to breathe. the hole in my nose is v v v small. hardly can breathe so i rely on my mouth when i slp at night. lol la. how can such thing happen on me!!! no wonder everytime i run, my face turn completely pale and nose blocked... but i wasnt like tt in pri. and probably early sec, running was smooth 4 me. then he said it is only until 15 yrs old then the nose develop fully so meaning was alright b4 15 but as i grow, the ???(some scientific term he used) mayb tissues and bones in the nose start to take its shape, coming together, causing the tiny hole. its the nose bones structure prob. wadever la, im confused too. but luckily jus internal, my nose is still in shape! aiyo, self-consoling again! ya and no wonder my naffa drop from gold to silver then worse bronze after sec 2 (2.4km was always the culprit to silver and bronze). haiz haix haiz... m i looking 4 excuses? i dunno... but y did i suddenly become so unfit. haha... anyway, my bro too suffer from tt, but he's minor. my mum saw through the doc torchlight and told me, for me, there' s hardly any space left for me to breath. sad sad sad... cries la... oh ya, and i got on off stomach pain then the doc told me it was gastric pain and asked me if im on diet. oh my, seriously no la. im on diet? tt will really b a funny thing to hear. how i hope i got appetite lor... then he asked me eat at fixed time, dun skip meal... then say can hear the gastric juice(acid) in my stomach rumbling... lolx. but its no joke! i dun want gastric pain!!! i must be more conscious of my body le, gastric can b v serious.
then went on to cck to watch i not stupid too... orhor! nvr go sch watch movies!!! haha, my mum allowed me to do tt. she was the one tt brought us there... haha.. its a pretty nice show! quite meaningful. eyes was wet at the end part of the show. hahahahaha...
haix, jus heard from alison there's econs ca tml. :( haix... must go study le.


Vivian imagined this on 18:24

Saturday, February 11, 2006

k, back here to update! so grace, stop saying tt im lazy!!! got back my Os results ytd. was not up to expectation which was quite sad. but after much thinking through, i tink i deserve such pts, no regrets. last min wk and didnt burn the "oil", wad to do. haix! anywae, there's improvement so i shld b contented la. its not the end of the world. there's still a long way to go in life! Am i doing self-consoling? Arg! LolX...
k, im feeling confuse now. shld i stay?(most prob, i think) i dunno wad to do... in the state of thinking... and y is everyone asking me whr shld they go when i dun even noe wad my nxt step is!
y do humans hav so much worries? after deciding on sch, then i wont noe whether to change combi. (do LEP or not?) haix
okay, worries listen up! im currently abandoning u so dun bother me! im gg to make a sharp and clear decision!!!
lets talk abt something else. gracie and kl, r u all really gg to crash? im getting excited on ur behalf. haha... i totally cant wait 4 mon afternoon, its gonna be fun. been waiting so long for dis day! latest news, grace is not crashing! great, lyk tt wont get into unneccessary trouble. gd student!!! claps...

Vivian imagined this on 22:49