24/1/07 (Wed)
2nd for sudoku, $20 borders voucher!! Lol... saleena said it was easy money... jus sit there for few mins then got $20... haha...

today's econs lecture irritates me greatly... dun understand y the t'cher is chionging for... if she intend to jus bring thru the slides, must well upload them then i read at home... dun even have the time to copy down all the pts... luckily, there's the existence of ling ling, the speedy writer... thanks her for lending me her notes to copy!

did gp presentation n completed it finally... jo n i chose the short para to present anw, haha.. mella was funny thoughout..

23/1/07 (Tues)
PTM ytd was quite boring..then my mum shocked me by sitting in the 2nd row. so zz.. she said she was offered the seats.. haiz.. poor jo, couldnt slp then.. lol, ms lee actually complimented me in front of my mum. rather surprising.. (i once tot she dun like me, haha) mayb i shld thanks cip tt im now recognised for my effort.

had china trip presentation dry run in the afternn... mdm wang was there, felt less stress... haha..mr wang told me to add in more pics the other time resulting in me having a 7 mins long sppeech for my section (which was supposedly to be 3 mins)... lol, more than double!! anw, going to shorten the things i gonna say... to me, the lesser, the better. haha... havent written my script yet though.

22/1/07(Mon)
my wardrobe broke... sian... the bar jus collapsed... so for now, my clothes are all on my bed while i slp on the mattress... wad is this?? then i realise mayb i shld stop toking abt 'someone' cos whenever i tok abt 'someone', suay things jus happen to me... sun was a v gd example...
busy chionging chem for tues mcq test...

21/1/07 (Sun)
too tired... in slp mode for the entire day... chiong-ed hmwk at night, but wasnt able to finish them still...

20/1/07 (Sat)
The CIP day... had cip from 12.30 - 9.30pm... ppl was late n only started at 2pm... it was an eventful cip... was on my way to the bus stop opp cj when i met marcus on bus 966. then the unlucky thing happened, we tot that either party will press the bell, in the end no one press n the bus didnt stop. so i pressed it immediately after the bus drove pass the bus stop but the bus driver didnt stop for us... zzz... so only alternative was to alight at police academy n walk back... her comes the sian part, no pathway to walk back, so either we walk along the road or walk through the bushes... road being dangerous, so only bushes left... i believe the mosquitos had a filling lunch, happily sucking my blood... got my self all dirty too, esp my slippers, mud-filled.
cip, one conclusion, some friendly n enthu elderly VS unfriendly elderly...
there was dis aunty that speaks cantonese and all of a sudden, jo n i became canto idiots... communication breakdown. sian... n we promised the aunty tt we will go buck up our canto dis wk n converse with her in canto dis sun... (i hope so)
then went over to aunty grace place to paint her house... was late for the 4pm appointment as we went for lunch... and the horror begun... aunty grace was super angry with us for not being punctual n started blaming us and stuffs... putting jo n i in an awkward position. ms lee tried explaining to her (sorta want her to be understanding) but she refused to accept our apology...
next, the paint n brushes she gave us was hard n dry... hence yuan juan n i gotta go get the things under the heavy rain... got myself all drenched up..
I almost tot that will be the end of the cip journey s we might get complaint. However, things do r unpredictable. Ms Lee had a conversation with aunty grace and they became friends. lol... aunty grace even agreed to hold a dinner at her place... in short, there was dis 360 degrees change in her.
on our way home, ms lee told me that maybe aunty grace sugar level was low in the afternn resulting in her being tempermental.
as for the wall painting, the guys did a pretty good job... impressive.. haha... the 7 of us had lotsa fun while painting too as we started suaning each other... marcus said i was discriminating m'sian... lol... and ms lee said sth unexpectable was made us all laughed loud... 'call mike, yj needs him' haha.. haha... jo n i cant stop laughing... also, i really hope they stop calling me auntie!! i v auntie meh?? wadever la...

heard from jo today that yj sub divided the grp of 4 to grp of 2 on sat. n the worst was that she n james was in the same grp, leaving mike and yoshi tgt who doesnt know wad to do... i really dun understand y she did that... if dis can be done, there's no need for grp leaders le lor... how can grp leaders be tgt and leave the newcomers helpless?? aiyo!! then how they learn?? n yoshi is suppose to learn n lead his grp dis wk... haiz, plan smashed la!! it's a bit disappointing when certain neccessary info were not collected... jo n i gotta get back to them again dis wk... haiz...

19/1/07 (Fri)
saw a v v v funny 'guan hou gan', shant elaborate... jus surprised that the person actually had such tots... hahahahaha...
also, i tink yj n i almost got into a words fight on msn over the cip schedule n plan cos she seems unhappy with it... wadever... anw, at the end of the day, she seemed to be contradicting herself.. i tink jo understand me n my feelings at that time the best. STEAM...

Vivian imagined this on 21:04

I feel sorry for treating her this way, but it seems to be beyond my control.





Class CIP is driving me nuts. headache.

Vivian imagined this on 20:12

Little Miss Moody is here to blog.

feeling very moody now!! my brain is jus so occupied n i dunno wad it's occupied with.
I thought i was depress over having work to do everyday or
having FA for maths n esp GP essay test on fri or
the china trip presentation n GP presentation or
CIP... but i tink none of those above was the reason to me feeling down.

I may be moody cos of the packed bus n long journey i have to endure daily in order to get home safe n sound. but so wad if im home? i dun get to rest. it's work work work... I may sound busy. but wad have i done?? i havent even started on revision n is gradually forgetting all my j1s stuffs n j2s topics are getting harder each day! Arg!! i can encounter problem with simple maths formula n eqns. wads wrong with me?? Physics, electicity, my worst topic, 4got almost everything i learnt in sec 4...

Anw, im trying hard to accommodate with ur flaws. I really hope u can stop irritating me... mayb the problem lies with me cos im jus too sensitive. but wadever is the case, i hope i can get over it one day (asap). Actually, i dun ask for much, jus dun interrupt. It's actually rude to interrupt in others private conversation. I assure you that everyone will get their chance to speak up. Also, having opinions are good, but at times, do think before u speak. Otherwise, u actually can be quite a good friend. and it's always good to have one more friend than foe.

I guess i noe wad im depress at. must be the $30 classfund i gotta pay tml. $30 at one go is a lot la... (PS. i dun c the point to the numerous GP readings/articles which takes up mostly the fund) Why did i even bother wasting my parents' money subscribing to TIMES magazine (for GP)?? when i dun even have the time to read them... and now i have so many GP articles... somemore gotta pay for the yoga lesson dis wk too... gonna be so broke dis month!! Sian...

I suddenly hate SCHOOL-ing... (but enjoy the time spent with my friends la) everything else, Bleah...

Note: Not everyone is as rich!
Money does not come by easy!!

"Vivian's Hypnotize"
Im Happy Im Happy Im Happy
Im not tired Im not tired Im not tired
I can do it I can do it I can do it
(Tell urself that, n u will become!!)

Vivian imagined this on 20:32

feeling very tired now. been sick for a week. sian.
i've got lotsa to say but v lazy to blog. haiz...
it's been 2wks since sch reopen...
so many stories n fun stuffs.
CIP reflections which i should really blog down now so that i will have an easier life when the deadline for nyaa submission approaches. But it's all this 'LAZY' word. no mood...

watching corner with love now despite the exhaustion.
havent watch hana kimi for 2 eps le!!
goong S too. and chionging of 金枝欲孽...

lots n lots of hmwks, coming pile by pile.
when can i ever finish them?? up till now still havent started revision. die...
worse, i dunno wad im busy with??
act sch end on average at 2pm, so i shld have time wad.
one irritating thing may be the extended route of 966 that cause me to reach home later. Also, the bus takes donkey years to arrive!!

ok, going to do cip stuffs le... =(
while youtubing... =)
then hmwk =((

Vivian imagined this on 16:49

NEW YEAR, NEW HOPE, NEW WISHES!!
(even my blogskin is new, ha.)

"Room for Improvement, Become a Better Self"

Let this year be a year for me to start anew.
Strive for the better!
2006 was good, 2007 will be superb!

Vivian imagined this on 23:30