so LITTLE yet so MUCH!
so MUCH yet so LITTLE!!
haiz, im confused..
there's seems so much to study for CTs but they arent that much. IF they are, wad would happen for As??
The fact that I'm able to come online now, watch dicey business despite having econs n GP papers tml, really frighten me!! It's not that I never study but i finish studying econs and intend to start GP only at night. So, is this safe or sorry??
SAFE - I studied...
SORRY - Lousy results that's gg depress me further... (cos i didnt mug hard enough)

I really hate it when i feel that im prepared but in reality im not once i attempt the tys and later the actual exams questions. All the time spent studying jus goes down the drain since i :
cant apply -> wrong ans -> bad grades -> = never study -> self-blame.

Sometimes, i really envy ppl who dont study yet score v well!! haiz, how brainy...

Anw, not expecting much for CTs.
All I ask for is that HISTORY will not repeat itself!! dun tink i can take another blow similar to promos...

Vivian imagined this on 17:22

Happy CNY!!
Let bygones be bygones!
I wish to see a happier self in this new year!
Oink Oink!! (00)

Vivian imagined this on 12:35

Why is all dis rubbish stuffs happening to me?? It all started with my broken pair of heels. Then my brother's compo, and now dis. I hope I was jus inferring too much and in reality, that wont be the case.

Anw, today's k box session with grace n jo was a fun n enjoyable one.

Vivian imagined this on 00:49

Just finished watching TVB intro of shows to be cast for the year 2007. Finally d/l completed. As always, there's some shows to my likings and im so gg to watch them!! dis year, there's less productions probably because most of the shows are rather long. (40, 60 and even 100 eps)
In order of 'cant wait to watch it!' :
1. 最美丽的第七天
2. 溏心风暴
3. 搜神传
4. 岁月风云
5. 珠光宝气
6. 学警出更
7. 玉面玲珑
Also, realise that Bosco has became shuai again, finally... jus stay at it is. haha...

Vivian imagined this on 01:05

1st February 2007 is the day where
1) Vivian lost faith in herself.
2) Vivian almost got bang down by cars (cos was deep in thoughts while walking)
3) Something eerie happened. Her TYS just vanished into thin air right in front of her eyes.
4) Vivian got the 1st B for chem CA since last year. (though she expected that, but it still somehow demoralised her) She can sense that it is a warning for her.
5) Vivian was on the verge of depression, a breakdown is soon to come.
6) Vivian felt that she had reached the limit. Her toleration level cant go any higher. although she should always accept one for who he/she is, regardless of one's weaknesses.
7) Vivian had this tot in mind. No offence, but i seriously think tt "Is it whoever that sit next to 'I' will do badly for their studies??" I know it sounds mean. however, after much logical thinking, i was rather amazed. I convinced myself not to think that way and told jo that i will get the answer to the qn when the chem mcq results are returned to us.
8) Vivian starts to hate herself for treating ppl that way.
9) Vivian is upset over her stupid-ness as she hasnt been doing well in sch. (it's been 5 wks n nth was stored in her memory bank)
10) Vivian screwed up her physics practical due to her blur-ness. (she has lost her concentration)
11) Vivian presented on the china trip in front of the entire lt 2 and br. paul was around. She was surprised for her ability to do that.

31st January 2007 is the day where
1) a month has passed and Vivian hope for the better in the next month
2) Vivian was considered not bad looking in the eyes of mathematics all thanks to the wadever mask. LOL.
3) Vivian n Jo went open talking about BGR topics. Unbelievable.

30th January 2007 is the day where
1) Vivian did her 1st mass presentation (in front of at least a 100 ppl) and felt a sense of achievement.
2) Vivian was addicted to presenting with the mics. (Jo n Ling too, haha) It was fun.
3) Vivian got her 1st demerit point (for being late for morning assembly) ever since she entered school 12 years ago. Then she tot that since the record is no longer clean, it's no harm having one or two more point deducted. LOL.

Vivian imagined this on 22:13