Been abt 2 wks since i last blogged. had the tot of blogging but was lazy.
Was assured by grace that i look really sian, tired, aimless, anw looks living dead.
Dunno y i've been feeling down. i dread gg to sch now. everything jus seems useless. (Dont c a pt to doing them.)
Grace is right,
SLEEPING is the best way to forget , to bring urself out of dis cruel, monotonous, meritocracy-based country/education. Sleep is in fact a form of escapism. To stop urself from having weird/ impossible thoughts, to stop letting ur imagination run wild, to stop urself from holding on tightly to the past (whether they are good or bad memories). Is this y i'm been feeling so slpy since the 1st day of term 2??
Got back my CTs. Was happy that i finally got an A for chem. Despite the maths society t'cher saying that having pass maths is oreadi considered good, i was still feeling upset over the result. A C grade is far from the expectation i have of myself. Overall, i did v badly for CTs, with 2 U grade which are the 2 H1 sub. A 2 marks improvement in chem and >/= 1 grade of deprovement for the remaining 4 subs. However, i tink im no longer the Vivian who will be greatly affected by bad grades. This time round, i didnt shed a single tear, worse, im not even motivated to work harder. Wad has happened?? I have no other commitment other than studies and i cant even handle it well, so is this wad ppl always referred to as "FAILURE"??
But mum is right, I would rather want a nice A lvl cert than sch-based certs.
Dad is away so i have to travel to sch myself in the early dawn. haiz... It's really a blessing that i have a dad that send me to sch every morning and i shld seriously cherish it. It is so true that ppl only appreciate their family members once they are not around. We often take them for granted. Maybe because they are our closest kins n we are sure that no matter wad trouble we get into/ lousy attitudes that we showed upon them, they would bear/forgive us. Fortunately, dad will be back tml. YAY!! no more early mrt/bus ride!!
Vivian imagined this on 18:11
I'm no Indonesian, no Japanese, no mixed blood, nor from Hong Kong. I'm no doubt, a true Chinese, SINGAPOREAN!!
Vivian imagined this on 23:35
MY AIM :
NUS Business School!!
Vivian imagined this on 23:34
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Wad de!! I was blogging halfway when blogger hang! I lost the entire entry which means i gotta retype everything again. sian!!
Hm, gg to blog abt the 3 events that happened dis wk.
Sat, 3/3/07
Had CIP on that day. Went down to novena to meet jo, ling n the guys to get the neccessary food and drinks before gg to Whampoa. Had lunch with jo n ling at novena LJS. Joked, suanned, Chit-chatted. Meanwhile, saw James walk pass twice, with a great mood swing. From 失魂落魄 to 神采奕奕. LOL.
Intended to go over to the new korean store located at the building behind novena s someone was late. but as expected, someone came 'right' in time to stop me from shopping. =( Thus, went over to cold storage @ novena sq to get the mandarin oranges.
At Whampoa, went from door to door to distribute oranges. Many were not at home. Stopped by at aunty grace's place. She v scary la, keep touching my left leg and hit it whenever she's excited. Can see the 诧异 expression on ling's face. My OS was ' I know my leg v smooth, but no need keep putting ur hands on it!!' jkjk... LOL.. Vivian is so thick-skinned.
Btw, we had a lift operator aka 电梯先生. haha...
At night, went over to 黄先生's place for cny dinner n yusheng. The 4 of us being 'considerably' softspoken, found it hard to carry on a convo with them cos couldnt find a topic. lol. the uncle n aunty spoke mostly hokkien with some mandarin here n there, so marcus n aaron were experiencing some communication breakdown. LOL.. Their "huh" faces v funny... I think we had fun suanning aaron n his h3 physics. haha... And sat was the day where i shouted at a guy from t17 for the v 1st time! (twice somemore).
Blogger hang for the 2nd time. Needa type sun entry all over again! haiz... stupid blogger!!
Sun, 4/3/07
Went for yoga. was late for the 2nd time. Headed on to tp for k box with jo, siew foong and jia yi. Experienced the most 'HIGH' k box session ever since my 1st visit to k box. Filmed about 6 videos of ourselves dancing, singing and screaming to the songs like Get High, 姐姐妹妹站起来， 海盗，摇滚万岁，爱你，恋爱-ing，轧车，不如跳舞，野蛮游戏。LOL. I tink i shant post the video otherwise the 3 of them will sure slaughter me!! TP k box toilet is horrible. So cramp n dirty. The ppl all nvr flush de, so inconsiderate!! Sang till 9pm. surprisingly, they only asked for payment at 8 plus when we were supposed to leave at 7pm. lol... It was the 1st time that jo n i got so tired over singing... were half-dead singing 'High' songs like jolin's 招牌动作，看我72 etc. practically monotone.
Look at how engrossed they are!!
Mon, 5/3/07
Sch sorta 'reopen' as lessons resume after 1 wk of torturous common tests.
We had an early dismissal (ended at 12pm) to reward the hard work of the teachers for the good results obtained in 2006 A lvl. but it made no diff cos i end at 1pm. however, it's still good cos ling n i would not have to wait till 3pm before jo's h2 chinese end. Went over to Jo's place at 12pm to play Wii!! The game console quite cool. never been so sporty before. played baseball, bowling, tennis, BOXING, golf, fishing etc... think im rather good at baseball, can hit quite far... haha... cheryl is v pro with bowling, striking all the while. Can join sch team le. haha... Im v bad with golf. anw, i broke jo's record in fishing, scored 2000 over pts... HAHA!! so proud of myself. jkjk... i had lotsa fun playing boxing. can destress, esp when i get to hit the coach's head!! haha... ling n jo were saying tt i treat the coach/ punching bag as 'mu tou'... lol, so smart of them, i nvr tot of tt!! Wii can test one's age through fitness level. at first, my result was 73 yrs old (80 is the max) so i gave the excuse tt i was urgent, needed the toilet. so tried again after my toilet break and it went down to 62 years old.. lol.. so my theory do work. but still im older then cheryl. anw, i tried giving the excuse that i was thirsty. haha... (trying to be funny)
After 3 days of energy-exhausting activities. I was totally drained out. Never been so slpy in sch before. Yawned lots and slept whenever there's a break. And i longed for the end of lesson at the start of each lesson. lol. 学坏了！Suffered from muscles ache today due to Wii-ing. So pain. Cant even lift my right arm much. i tink i need 'salonpas'!! (i dunno if tt's the spelling for it)
Vivian imagined this on 19:04
VIVIAN'S HOROSCOPE ANALYSIS (HaHa!!)
Recently been looking out for horoscope stuffs.
Finally found my 月亮星座。 It's 双鱼座!!
and 太阳 as usual, fall under 双子座.
双子座 - 自視甚高不太主動表達自己的情感，常常面對喜歡的人也老愛扮一副無所謂的樣子，因
此不少理想對象因此而失掉。
雙魚女 - 表達感情的方式：一旁觀望，屬偷窺類型，不到完全有把握不會出擊的。
Lol, was laughing when i saw this. quite true huh... hehe...
Gemini of the snake year : has the characteristic of 情緒十分不穩定
Gemini :
- 您是好奇心強要求多的人。您對一切要求都多，因好奇心強，故會一下想要這個，一下想做那個，並以此為樂。唯有話題豐富。興趣廣泛。交遊廣闊的人，才能令您滿足，宜選這種對象。
- 雙子座的人動作太快，他們快到把自己都給留在幼稚園裡忘了帶走。他們的智慧深刻非要透過顯微鏡才能察覺。當需要發派耐心的時候，他們永遠坐在最後一排。他們永遠不說實話而且無感於迎頭而來的任何譏諷，他們倒是批評別人的一流高手。
隱藏個性
→雙子座做看似冷漠，但會躲在無人之處流淚。
- Overall, 雙子座個性敏銳又快捷。有強烈的好奇心和求知慾，對於新觀念和新流行的感觸十分敏銳。聰明機智，有辯才，是一個謀略家和演說家。遇事都能妥善對座，冷靜觀察，果敢而有擔當。而且常會有一些突發奇想的點子，有大膽假設，小心求證的個性。
容易成為班對的組合
第一名：水瓶座vs雙子座
水瓶座男孩愛上動人的雙子座女孩，宛如少女漫畫裡的故事情節。
第三名：雙子座vs獅子座
由團體中開始交往互相勉勵，是一對如朋友般的戀人。
貌合神離的組合
第一名：水瓶座vs雙子座
個人都不敢表示出內心的不滿，怕因此失去友誼。
常分分合合的組合
第二名：射手座vs雙子座
這兩個人最愛耍嘴皮子，雖不是在吵架，但旁人都以為他們鬧翻了。
雙子座 Vs 雙子座 /天秤座 /水瓶座 = 大吉
雙子座 Vs 白羊座 /獅子座 / 射手座 = 吉
月亮在雙魚座的人:
- 情緒很不穩定而且不受控制，有時連他自己也不知道為什麼要發脾氣。他渴望十分浪漫的感情生活，是那種可以為了愛情不認是什麼是麵包的那種人。或許逃避常會成為他獲得安全感的方法吧！
- 具備不可思議之典雅和犧牲精神二重性，若能運用直覺和情感創造人生，必能成功。從事社會福利事業、醫院勤務、宗教等工作都不錯，不過，如果能活用直覺感應能力，也可從事占卜行業。另外，可藉著擔任畫家、詩人、演員、美術家、藝術家，以便發揮能力，再者，因為極富韻律感，所以有希望成為舞蹈家、歌手。
月亮在雙魚座的人內在情感:
迷迷糊糊、曖昧不明、夢想家、不切實際、懶散、喜羅曼蒂克、毫無效率可言、讀書效率不高、極具創造力、全然的犧牲奉獻、易有等死的特質、情緒易混亂、過於悲天憫人、易沈迷藥物、很有同情心、容易傷感、易情緒化、會言聽計從、會服務人群、會見人說人話、見鬼說鬼話。
Vivian imagined this on 23:07
Hooray!! It's the end of CTs!! Finally!!
Lol, for once, i finished a paper before the time is up. However, gd things dun last... I couldnt finish chem paper 2. haiz...
Anw, wadever la, CTs over!! Time to enjoying and catch up with all the shows placed on hold.
As for the results, im hoping for 'no disappointment!'
Got back A Lvl Chinese result today... Yipee, got an A!!
but for some reasons, i wasnt v excited over the grade. was rather calm. weirdo...
To all my friends: cheer up! U gals have done well too! lets work hard tgt for the main papers for A Lvl dis year!!
Vivian imagined this on 00:36
