since when did i learn to be EMO?!
ANYONE?? Can SOMEONE just make me cry?
It's not good feeling suppressed.
for some reasons, i so feel like CRYING... (it may just be a gd form of relieving myself!)
but being a person who doesnt shed tears easily, i ended up with a pair of tired eyes. =(
Sleeping is indeed a great way of escaping yet im forbid from that by suffering from insomnia. dots...
I know that escapism is not a right choice but so what if im motivated to 4get it and get ready to work full force n excel??
How am I going to fight the battle if i lack the 'energy' which comes from ample sleep??
Revision hasnt been smooth too...

Realised sth after the long chat with Grace ytd. realised how many times i told her tt i have given up yet im still stuck at it. VIVIAN, it's time to find ur FOCUS!! (I mean the RIGHT focus!)

It's never too late to change for the better so long s i step on the brake on time (before i crash n cry over my results)! Is this wad a gemini is made of? self-worry while self-console. guess a gemini dun even noe herself well, wad more her friends. so no one can save her except herself, i guess.

Vivian imagined this on 21:28