haha, heaven is on my side. was so happy when i retrieve the email from ms tan which states 'the teachers have decided to end the peer tutoring program earlier than scheduled'!! which means dis wk will be the very last session. as for marymount, havent been there for a mth (oops!). Anw, it's going to be a fortnight thing for me, along with the fortnight session of cca cip. YAY, meaning i only need to spend a day after sch on cip each wk from nxt wk onwards!! Now, I will have the time to STUDY.
Im motivated to mug hard after PTM, i jus hope such enthuastism will not die off fast. Im gonna work hard to live up to the expectation of all those who believe in me. Im thankful for the encouragements! =) And thanks for discovering n telling me that i do carry these values in me! Ytd PTM was quite a pleasant one for me. Mayb i shld jus trust her, afterall i wont lose anything even if it doesnt work, at least i tried.
Will the glory of the last 2 subs cont extending to the next 5 subs?? I hope they do but i guess it will depend a lot on myself. most imptly, my self-discipline...
Anw, today will mark the end to those wishful thinkings or rather dumb thoughts i had for one full year. V dumb, y did i waste my time n emotions on such stuffs. almost caused my studies to suffer. Luckily i woke up. haha... i shld jus 4get the past n move on. I have a bright future ahead, dont I? anw, no pt holding on to the past, so wad if i get to know the truth? im 100% sure it wont make me happy either way, rather i will feel suan-ed n upset. So, im gg to constantly remind myself that the most impt thing now is the A level. Nothing is gg to get into my way.. =)

PS: to my dear friend grace, if u r reading this, pls help me by reminding me too. haha. thanks!
also, work hard for ur As too (though u need not work s hard s i do, haha), dun let erm affect
u anymore. =)

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