1st February 2007 is the day where
1) Vivian lost
faith in herself.
2) Vivian almost got
bang down by cars (cos was deep in thoughts while walking)
3) Something
eerie happened. Her TYS just vanished into thin air right in front of her eyes.
4) Vivian got the 1st B for chem CA since last year. (though she expected that, but it still somehow demoralised her) She can sense that it is a
warning for her.
5) Vivian was on the verge of
depression, a breakdown is soon to come.
6) Vivian felt that she had reached the
limit. Her toleration level cant go any higher. although she should always accept one for who he/she is, regardless of one's weaknesses.
7) Vivian had this tot in mind. No offence, but i seriously think tt "Is it whoever that sit next to 'I' will do
badly for their studies??" I know it sounds mean. however, after much logical thinking, i was rather amazed. I convinced myself not to think that way and told jo that i will get the answer to the qn when the chem mcq results are returned to us.
8) Vivian starts to
hate herself for treating ppl that way.
9) Vivian is upset over her
stupid-ness as she hasnt been doing well in sch. (it's been 5 wks n nth was stored in her memory bank)
10) Vivian screwed up her physics practical due to her
blur-ness. (she has lost her concentration)
11) Vivian
presented on the china trip in front of the entire lt 2 and br. paul was around. She was surprised for her ability to do that.
31st January 2007 is the day where
1) a month has passed and Vivian hope for the better in the next month
2) Vivian was considered not bad looking in the eyes of mathematics all thanks to the wadever mask. LOL.
3) Vivian n Jo went open talking about BGR topics. Unbelievable.
30th January 2007 is the day where
1) Vivian did her 1st mass presentation (in front of at least a 100 ppl) and felt a sense of achievement.
2) Vivian was addicted to presenting with the mics. (Jo n Ling too, haha) It was fun.
3) Vivian got her 1st demerit point (for being late for morning assembly) ever since she entered school 12 years ago. Then she tot that since the record is no longer clean, it's no harm having one or two more point deducted. LOL.
