Tuesday, October 10, 2006

i suddenly has the urge to cry...
initially decided not to blog. but i guess blogging is the best way to vent out everything!!
was informed by lao er tt she was able to score full marks for the cj phys promos mcq n saying tt cj phys paper was super easy. tinking back, i actualli got stuck on a few mcqs. i really wonder y dis few words affected my emotions that much. am i xpecting too much of myself?? m i jus afraid of not achieving up to xpectation?? jus tell me, wads the underlying fear??
claiming herself s a phys idiot depresses me more... phys idiot able to attain perfect score... i assume she's jus being humble... in comparison, do i still qualify for a lvl??
anwz, if u happen to read dis, im not blaming u... jus tt i seriously wonder how i cld be so affected... it's jus a thing btwn me n myself... no one is to be blame... at least, after xpressing my feeling, i feel better. also, im able to save up the tears. i do hope dis tears would not resume work on wed n thurs when the results r handed out...


anwz, shld tok abt sth happie instead to cheer myself up.
went vivocity with my dear grace. havent meet her for a v v v long time!! vivocity was sorta a wasted trip cos most of the shops r still under renovation... took some interesting photos. shall upload it tml since my phone is still charging, which is oso y im still online despite having chinese mock exam later in the morning.

we moved on to orchard... taka to have yummy yummy food n bought chocolate!! YAy! n thanks grace for the recommendation of the mouth-watering cheesy sausage wrapped in prata although it was kinda expensive... but once in a while, it's worth it... it did provide me with great marginal utility... haha haha.... still in the state of econs...
proceeded to far east. we both bought a brown shirt from pure milk n promise to wear it tgt in the nxt outing... haha, went to popular to look at recipe bks s we felt like baking! but unforuntately, there werent much publication on baking.


Lastly, guess to end promos season right, i shall comment on the last paper, econs, like wad i did for the past few papers... A confirmed deduction of 9 marks cos i left the qn unattempted... essay part a, i was uncertain on how to elaborate hence nt having much confidence in it... overall, i hope for a B if not a C at least!!!


Funnie me is hoping for the arrival of wed n thurs. wads wrong with me? mayb i jus need a peace of mind. wow, 12.30 am liao... so late... chiam... tml got exam... luck to myself!!!
GO GO GO!!! (OLE! OLE! OLE!) haha haha haha, im high liao!


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