// My FUTURE is in My HANDS //

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Am i really happy??
R all the laughters of mine in cls jus a fake front??
A way to hide my true emotions??
s n when, i will have a sudden urge to tear...
I feel lost?
Wad should my next step be??
It's actually hard to plan the next step since im still under the possibility of retaining!!
I have been waiting n waiting n waiting but to no avail.
There's still no announcement of moderation for GP!!
I'm really desperate now... (It's super not worthy to retain cos of 1 mark!!)

Adding to the misery,
got back econs result today...
Failed!! haiz... (okay, actualli it's a subpass)
but to me, S grade is still a fail!!
everything for promos were below xpectation...
can anyone define ultimate failure??
i guess im able to!!

anwz, the promos results had proved n made me realise one thing,
the Journey of Life...
falling is jus part n parcel of life...
Life is nth w/o failures, isnt it??

mayb i shldnt be a pessimist...
promos is jus an obstacle, i shouldnt let it ruin me n my future!!
is it worth it to feel despair over sth tt cant be changed??
Vivian, listen up, there will alway b a way out!!

i'm exhausted...
esp cos of WR...
all the work, chionging like mad
finally, it's over
however, there's still i&r n op coming up...
how i wish pw will end soon...
i really tired...
i spent my entire wkend jus on it...
not slping, not eating, not drinking, not watching tv, worse still, didnt even visit the toilet...
i must be crazy...

currently, quite aimless
loss interest in almost anything
no interest in tv
no interest in k box
no interest in talking
no interest in playing
no interest in schooling
no interest in everything!!
haiz...
yep, mayb pasta-ing is the only thing tt keep me alive!!

dis entry is jus rubbish... there's no link at all... so jumbled up.. but who cares, im not doing pw/econs/gp... so y do i need links??
but still, pls pls pls, i need u to come back to life!!

Vivian imagined this on 15:58

Pure Imagination (turn them into reality!!)

STAY FOCUS!!

RESOLUTIONS for 2008

Get into Uni/faculty of my choice

learn Cantonese n Japanese

start SAVING again
- to feel rich
- get nice clothes
- to go korea/ taiwan/ hongkong/ japan ...

new sweater (must be nice)
new sports shoes
PSP
WII

lead a HAPPY n FULFILLING life
spend my time wisely
lose weight

Daydreamer

Vivian
16 Jun '89
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