Saturday, August 26, 2006

ytd was t'cher day celebration. sch ended early. so went town with jo and yj. had ljs and later went for CLICK... jo and i ended up watching it tgt still (act we wanted to watch tgt on 8/8). hm, SRY grace, for pangsehing u girls. . . cos sch ended early, didnt felt like waiting till 4 plus. was struggling intially on whether i shld meet up with the ij girls until jo offered to watch it with me.
was being told by my cousin tt the show was v humourous and touching. so the show ended up not to my xpectation. haiz...
haha, so happie, the companies actually reply to my invitation for pw invitation. listening to energy new album now. felt tt it was quite nice at 1st but the songs at the back wasnt s gd s the initial few. wasted!
when will i be able to feel the urgency for promos?? i havent start revising yet though i noe tt i only hav 3 wks left! arg... Like my msn nick, i do hope Aspire, Action, Achieve!!! haha, act their real meaning is my wish to get As for the H2 subs. mayb i will add Attitude and Aim for As in the 2 H2 (chinese and econs)... haha, so kiasu and unrealistic!! mayb it's jus my wishful thinking. =) but after seeing one of the nicks on msn "aim for the moon as if u miss u will fall amongst the stars". haha, so i shall aim for As in order not to fall badly, at least i will still be able to promote.
why did i miss out gp when it is one of the crucial sub to promote?? dunno, not v confident in it! (but a aim for B shld be able to motivate me, ha)

The urgency is gone, and my attitude seems to had changed, not being *attentive during lessons, adding on to not studying and doing tutorials only when im in sch. Wad has happen to me?? i'm losing focus!! Guess it's realli time to force myself to start preparing for the promos (i shld switch back to the actual me, the fun shld actually stop for now)... sacrificing 3 wks, hm i mean 1.5mths (cos the exam timetable is so so so spread out tt promos only end on 9 oct, sian), will be much better than wasting an entire yr of hard work! So, VIVIAN! It's time to WAKE UP!! and u better stop STONING during lessons! FOCUS, FOCUS, FOCUS!!

*being the worst ever of all

Vivian imagined this on 13:28